in laying in bed and i thinking about grace. i realized that she will never stay over at my place because of my exs family. and i understand if we were going to have sex but i would like her to stay over just once even if there wasnt sex. i just like to have her next to me.
anywho...so im feeling much better now. i havent puked from either end. lol. i have eaten and i had a nice day with a friend. i was dieing at home...so bored!!! why do i need others around to not be bored? i dont get it. im alone on the truck so much and never talk to poeple on the phone....oh thats why. duh!! i do chat with a few poeple through the day but out of ten to 12 hours at a time i only chat with poeple maybe an hour of that. im so bored all the time out on the road that when im home i have to try to keep myself busy or i get bored at home. witch happens alot. i have always needed others around to have a good time. crap i need to just go out and do things by my self. explore around the city i live in since i dont know jack about it and where things are. lol. well im off to bed. later
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