M day

Well the baby shower was fun. Seeing all my family was nice. Seeing graces family was nice too. Had a great time. Now back to the grind stone. Work work work. Add more later but right now must sleep. After this weekend I have no doughts that grace wants to be with me. I may still be gelious from time to time but I belive and can feel that grace won't do anything to hurt me. The fear of her useing me is faded if not gone. The guy I thought she was interested in ...um he may be interested but I think it's only cus he can't have her and is gelious. As how grace feels about it is well my guess is that in her eyes is only eye candy. Something to look at and feel Gorky about. I don't think she would do anything until she ended things with me and I don't feel that she wants to end things with me yet. Things are GREAT. The affection I got and felt this weekend was great and strong. Enough about that now about other things. I have getton my add in the paper done and on thrursday I can take the paper work to the courts and finish my name change. Then I can get my hazmat back and apply to so menu more local jobs. I'm so exited to have ... Well a LIFE again. I don't know what I would have done with out graces support. She has opens my eyes on so menu things. Thinking about one right now. I have to go and research it some so. That's it for now