Adding to post

I was going to add to a post but this is easier. I don't remember what I was going to say. Lol so... I hvent slept well I the last few days and I'm working off of three hours of sleep. I need more but every time I'm exhausted all kinds of feelings come up that I didn't know I had. Like I always feel like I'm going to screw up my relationship with grace. Now I only feel that way when I'm on the road. I can only assume that it's because that's what caused my last relationship to fail. Well a part of it anyways. I have slot of issues to work through. I love grace and tell her so when I can't hold it in any more. The time fram between sayings is comeing closer and closer together. I don't expect grace to say it back to me...yet. It's still way early to be saying it. And why is it that I namely blog about her. I can only think it's because she's always on my mind. Almost every second of every day. To be honest it's kinda creepy right? On our way back up to Reno from LA this weekend we talked slot and she told me about how she felt when she first met me. She told me that she wanted to run away as fast as she could. I need to ask her if she still has feelings like that. Ok sleep time I hope