So I'm bored and got no idea what's going to come out. Lol. So I'm driving in MO in the back roads. It's nice out here. Trees, open skys, fields and some homes here and there. There's so many places I would love to visit but never had time to stop at with a load. Time was aginst me. So by getting a local job I will be able to make plans to do things. I can't wait. I'm so close to it I can taste it. Grace took my paper work to the courts for me since I haven't been home to. She has no idea how much it ment to me. If u read my blog I haven't talked much about grace lately. Things are going great between us. It will be interesting to see how things go when I have a local job. I know I just know I'm going to spend most of my time with her. It will take a few weeks to realize that I'm not going out on the road to work. Lol I guess I have thought about this alot lately cus here's my plan. Oh ya I'm moveing into the friends place!!! Sweet! Anywhoo so since his place is much closer then were I'm liveing now it will be easier for me to leave her house. I won't need to stay over all the time. Um so much time I will have once I have a local job. I hope I don't smuther her. Lol. She has been so accomidating to me with her time. I made soap with her last week. It isn't as hard as I thought but it was fun. I want to try new things she hasn't tried yet. I'm so exited for her about her bussiness. I love seeing her so exited. I can see it in her eyes and when I'm texting or Talking on yahoo I can feel the exitment in her words. I haven't been able to read someone so well before. Either I'm being more atentive to her than any one else I have been with. Or she's just easy to read. Not sure witch. Oh ya the plan. Lol. Um the nights my friend has his kids over I would stay over at graces. Well atleast one of the nights. And hopefully she will stay over atleast once a week at my place. It would have to be Friday or Saturday night cus every other night she needs to be home to get ready for work and feed the critters. I guess I could go feed the critters during the week if I had a key but I don't see why I need a key yet. Only reason I would need a key would be to take care of the critters if she goes out of town or if I move in and I'm not ready to move in. I still want to be in the stage we are in now until grace moves us to the next level. What that level is I don't know. Lol. Yes I still want to marry her some day. My feelings are only growing stronger for her. And the rest of the week I'm sure I will go back and forth between her house and mine until she says..."I need a me day" and that day if it's a weekend I will go play golf or something. I'm sure once I get used to being home all the time I won't spend every moment I have with her. Things will mellow out. I just hope she can deal with my needyness for a few weeks. I don't think it will take that long for me to get used to.
Ok something else to talk about. Lol. So work has sucked lately. Problems here and there fugging everywhere!! I'm not getting home this weekend and maybe not until next weekend. I can't wait for a local job. I still need to make a deal with the IRS so my wages don't get garnished. One thing at a time. That's all I can do. Dammit I forgot my shaver. I'm getting hairy faced again. Plus I need to get a better car. Well I want a truck. It will have to be used. Don't have good enough credit to get a new one. Used will work for a few years. It's comfurting to know that I will have the life I want cus I'm willing to work hard to get it. So I decided to DNA test my daughter. I have to know now. I'm going to use graces house to have the resalts back. That way no one will know I did it and can't give me shit for it. Also I think I will let grace open the resalts of the test and have her tell me. Haha if she will do that for me. Haven't asked her yet. So my ex is haveing a baby shower and I have to go. I'm not looking forward to it. That's all I got for now
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