I don't know why it's so hard for me not to look at graces blog. I want to know what she puts down but I respect her wishes and haven't read a thing. Why am I so nosey? Things are good between us so I should be happy but every time I go out on the road I have a feeling that she's going to end things. And I KNOW that's because of my last relationship. I'm affriad it's going to go down the same way. Maybe that's y I haven't been sleeping well if at all lately.
Well finished one load now we are off to get the next and drive somewhere near Denver. Part of me likes the road and part of me hates it like crazy. Moneys good but home time sucks! I want a local job so bad I can taste it. Blank for the moment back when driveing......Shit shit shit!!!!! I think I came across her blog. I'm not sure thought. I was going through blogs to see what there was out there and as the page was loading I saw something that said it maybe hers so. I left as fast as I could but she may still think I read something idk. I told here I may have come across it and left as I could. I feel bad and worried. Very very worried
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