So I left graces realy fast last night since I had to go to work. I hated leaveing like that but had no choice. I got about three hours of sleep and started driving. I finished driveing a few hours ago. I layed down and fell asleep and had a dream where grace was with that guy and I woke up. I don't understand why I had that dream. I called grace and told her about it minus what guy and she said with my past she could understand that. I told her I haven't felt a vibe that she was doing anything and she said that's good. She didn't say thy she wasn't doing anything but that's what I'm getting from her. So all is well. I'm happy being with her and I beloved that she's happy to be with me. Back to not sleeping. I'm so tiers but can't sleep. This always happens when I drive the night shift. I have a realy hard time sleeping in the day.
My iPhone crashed again!!! I lost everything. My music my apps and my numbers. I hate the fact that the iPhone won't let you save numbers to the sim card. It's so stupid!!! So pissed!!!
I hvent talked about this yet but grace does rollerderby. At first it was realy cool and I enjoyed going. I even got skates to skate with her. We haven't skated together yet but I had fun doing it and will keep skateing. The only part that I'm haveing second thoughts about is becomeing a ref for there bouts. There is so much droma with rollerderby. It's getting me down about skateing and even going to practice. I go now only because I want to spend time with grace. I enjoy every moment I get to spend with her. Like right now after takeing so much time off lately I'm not sure when the next time I will get to see her. And I'm not sure when I'm going to see my daughter again either. I can't wait to have a local job. Spending time with grace will be easier and seeing my daughter as well. I plan to move out of were I am now and rent a room from a friend. I know at first I will spend slot of time with grace because I won't be used to being home all the time. It will take me some time to get used to that fact. Ok got to go try to sleep
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