grace has donated her stem cells. it got scary for a time but it all worked out well. she is realy tierd and im trying to help her. theres not much i can do but im still trying. im letting her sleep as long as she needs to. we dont have to check out until noon so that helps. then we only have about three hours to wait til we need to go to the airport. i cant wait to get home and see her dog again. i get to drop her off at work then i go to pick up the dog then i think i will take him to the park for a time. then i will cook her diner and clean up just alittle. i cant clean up too much that would be stepping over the line, but thinking aboiut it i may just clean anyways and deal with the yelling. her arms have holes in them from the needels. and i dont want her to be lifting things right now. her mom was there with me when grace was all hooked up doing her donation thing. it was nice having her there. we had lunch together. it was nice. i talked to her alot and that was nice too. i enjoy being around graces family. i plan on finding a local job and once i do i cant wait to spend more time with grace. also i plan on making more trips to see my and graces family.
im not looking forward to working again. i may have to stay out for two weeks. until grace and i go to my cusins baby shower. i would have seen her more if i hadnt come down to the donation but there was no way i would have missed it so i will deal with working for so long with no rest. i would do anything for grace. i have found that i cant lie to her or her family. i dont know why but i belive its because i dont want to hide anything from her or her family. i dont want to haide anything from them. grace deserves the true. i have lied to my past girlfriends and once you make one lie the rest are easier. i dont wait that. i know or belive that grace is hiding things. i belive and expext that its all about her past relationships. she hasnt gone into them but i belive she gave alot and dindt reseve much back and thats why she doesnt give alot now. she is starting to give more now. saying boyfriend and holding hands and such. just those little things have made me so happy. im content with the way things are now. i wont push for anything more from her. im going to be happy and love her. the next move is on her. i belive that things will happen and they will happen at her pass. and im fine with that. got to go
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