golf

i played golf yesterday for the first time since november. i didnt play all that good but had some realy nice shots in. just enough of them to get me to come back for more. lol im playing tennis today with a friend and that sould be alot of fun. im exited. going to have pho for lunch. pho is tasty.

things with grace are going very well. there was a moment were i knew she was waiting until i left to talk to someone. she was looking in her car as if she was missing something but i know she had everything. she then started talking to someone and i felt jelious. i belive thats the guy that she has feelings for. i cant be sure but thats what my gut says. i left even though i thought i should stay and see what would happen. i trust her to do the right thing and not cheat on me. i dont have any reason to distrust her. i have these issues because of my exwife. she lied to me so meny times that i started to belive that the lies were truth and the truth were lies. i have trust isues. im working on them. grace is treating me so well lately. shes calling me dear, shes afering to pay for lunch, and spending alot of time with me. i know that its reaching the end of her talerance though. we have spent the 4 and half days in SD together with very little time apart. now we are home and other than the little time apart when i was golfing we havent been apart. i think shes holding out just another day since im going on the road tommorrow. and then she will get back into her normal everyday rutin. well im going to go and watch men who stair at goats. lol