so i woke up this morning and i realized that i am bothered that i spend all my time over at graces and she hasnt spend much time over at my place. for that matter i start almost every contact everyday. every once and awhile i would like to be contacted be her first. have her do something for me instead of me doing everything for her. i dont mind doing things for her but alot of things are starting to bother me. it maybe from my stress from my new job and money isues. but i dont thing its only that. i think some is what i put down already. idk. could be that im just so tierd from burning the candle at both ends.